
What are Abba’s Powerful and Mysterious Ways? “Abba,” a respectful term for Father in Heaven, which means “Daddy.” Have you ever wondered how Abba operates in our everyday lives? To start, I invite you to to share in a glimpse into my life to illustrate how Father works in powerful and mysterious ways. This will include snapshots of my experiences and translations of the supernatural into relevant, tangible concepts.
Recently, I had an experience that clearly demonstrated how, through His loving guidance, Father led me on this writing journey. His gentle nudges encouraged me to observe the world around me and pen down my thoughts. His influence ignited a profound sense of connection within me and a strong desire to write. These feelings intensified, inspiring me to delve into a multitude of topics and levels of understanding, weaving them together like a delightful flavor of ice cream or a magnificent bowl of button soup
Mysterious Ways: The Beginning

This swirling soup illustrates how Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways can manifest in my life. From this foundation, the mystery begins to unfold, as I currently have no idea where this article will take us. As a result, I am quite excited about the adventure that lies ahead, and I can feel the excitement and anticipation rising within my soul. Indeed, the sky is the limit of these powerful mysteries, since I never know what Father has in store for us. Perhaps most remarkably, is that I get to be a writer for the Creator of the Universe. Ultimately, it is truly a joy for me to learn these cool new things, and I hope it inspires you as well.
Often, however, along with Abba’s mighty power comes a little interference. Through repeated experiences, I’ve learned to see this as a challenge—a test of my determination. For instance, even when my word processor becomes laggy and annoying, I push through. It’s a pattern I’ve noticed: whenever I have something important to do for the Kingdom of God, my electronic devices glitch. Interestingly, this doesn’t happen when I want to play a video game or browse the internet. Clearly, Abba has been preparing me for this moment, and the enemy’s attempts to distract and annoy me only fuel my determination to overcome and embark on the mysterious adventure ahead.
Let’s Annoy the Darkness

It has been quite a while since I have written anything of great length. The weight of my words is palpable, and I can feel the importance of my writing as it assaults the realm of darkness. I often asked myself why the dark world puts so much effort into trying to distract me or stop me. I concluded that they must be terrified of my writing since they are trying so hard to prevent me from accomplishing this task at hand. Never in history did the dark realm want us to receive enlightenment from the Ruach Ha’Qodesh.
When I start to see a pattern of distractions and obstacles, I may get frustrated, but ultimately, I view it as confirmation that I am on the right path. This boosts my confidence and motivates me to work harder, ensuring Abba’s messages reach the world. Abba’s insight and wisdom are powerful and mysterious. The growth and development which result, create fear within the enemy ranks. Indeed, Abba’s revelations invoke fear within the enemies camp as they bring about their destruction, a testament to our spiritual triumph.
Being led by the Holy Spirit

So now I’m trying to sift through this swirling database within my thoughts to determine a place to start. I will do my best to accurately portray how Father, through the Holy Spirit, interacts with me and leads me. I want to convey that “Throughout my life.”, Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways have been present. My task has been to explore these profound mysteries and share them with the world around me, so that you, too, may experience the divine presence in your own journey.
Let’s start here, a few days ago, I was dealing with a lot of pain and grief. This pain was a direct result of past changes to the dynamics of my family. The final outcome included limited visitation, partial summer vacations, and two weeks of school breaks each year. This was never enough time.
Facing Difficulties

As summer vacation had just come to a close, I once again had to face the emptiness that always follows these visits. I start with a deep questioning of my purpose ending with a critical reevaluation of every aspect of my life.This occurs every September as I send my children back. This atrocious process of “losing” them is always excruciating. It doesn’t matter that I know it is coming; it’s a painful adjustment for everyone.
Every year when they have to go back, my heart breaks and my soul cries out in horrific pain. It takes me a hot minute to adjust my life back to the quiet. It is a pain so overpowering that it is impossible to describe adequately. I am sure that very few people in my real, in-person life can fully understand what my heart endures at this juncture.
It’s not necessary to fully understand this; simply recognize that everyone experiences pain that others may not fully comprehend. Although these moments feel painful, Father transforms them into opportunities that teach valuable skills and foster personal growth. Returning to the story, I often used hyper-focusing as a coping mechanism. When I concentrated on something outside of my circumstances, it helped my heart harden off**—you know, kind of cure itself—**so it wasn’t so tender in that area. During this time, I began to feel the calling to write this.
Small but Mighty Messages

The next morning, my first morning without my children, I received a text. It contained a YouTube video discussing the verse, “Jesus wept.” While I could relate to the sentiment, having done some weeping myself, I didn’t find the video very relevant to my situation. I somewhat dismissed it and continued with my day.
Later, I talked with a friend about the passage referring to “Jesus Wept”. Interestingly enough, this random topic appeared again. The topic shifted, I relayed to my friend how I kept seeing the number sequence of 333. As a result of the conversation, I was led to tell another friend about it, too. I ended up sending her a screenshot of the numbers I had seen. It’s just a thing we do. It showed up next to my friend’s name on the lock screen of my phone. This stirred something in my heart. So much so that I felt compelled to tell my first friend about it.
Jesus Wept

Later that evening, I found myself alone and decided to scroll through my Facebook feed. Well, the first post I came across was only two words!! “Jesus Wept.” The third time got my complete attention. I knew that Abba was indeed sending me a message, a powerful one. The clarity of the message remained a mystery to me. Here is another example of Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways.
I already knew Jesus wept was the shortest verse in the Bible. I questioned why I was being reminded about the passage “Jesus Wept” today? It was so compelling that I began to study the story of Lazarus, the reason Jesus wept. I read this in John chapter 11.
Mysterious Messages in Number Groups

As I read through the text, Father revealed a message to me that filled me with excitement. Remember the 333 we discussed earlier? While I was reading John chapter 11, verse 11, my friend messaged me at 11:11pm in response to that 333. She then shared that 333 is related to occupying the promised land.
This was some great news. I had been struggling with a situation, and this seemed to be Father’s answer, a direct connection between the text and my personal situation. This was a powerful revelation to me, a moment of divine intervention. All praises to my King of Kings, my true love, my hope, and my salvation!
The way all the messages came to me was not by accident. If it hadn’t happened exactly that way, I might not have noticed Abba’s power and mysterious plan. I then asked Father to show me exactly what He was trying to teach me. I told Him, “You’ve got my attention!”
Unique experiences started to unfold over the next few days. It all began with a series of message exchanges. I recalled the messages I had exchanged with a new friend, prompting me to review all my recent communications. Some of these messages were uplifting and powerful. As a result, I feel compelled to share with you some of these encouraging words.
Walking in Obedience

First, the series of messages inspired me to follow my dream of becoming a full-time writer. Next, the messages reminded me of a heartfelt moment when my grandmother, whom I lovingly refer to as Mimi, called me near the end of her life. During this last phone call, she made me promise to get my writing published. In essence, I made a promise to my grandma to fulfill this dream. As a result of these memories, I wanted to begin writing again.
Mimi had told me several times that the gift Father had given me was not meant for my edification, but for the edification of Father’s creation. Furthermore, she said it was selfish of me to keep Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways all to myself. Initially, I had not looked at it from that perspective. However, as I reflected on her words, I knew deep in my soul it was the truth. This truth revealed how selflessness deepens our understanding of Father’s ways.
Talking with my friend renewed my passion for writing and reminded me of the promise I made to my Mimi. I realized that I had only made a few attempts towards my goal of publishing, but I hadn’t worked on it with all my heart. After 18 years of floundering, I knew I had to step up to the plate.
We have to do the work

Then Father said that it was very important for me to understand what was being said in John 11:11. I asked Father why it was so important. He said to me that there was a relationship that I thought was dead, that He intended to resurrect. I was like ohhh really??
This made me ponder my current journey with Yahshua, I realized Father was taking a new approach with me. Moreover, I do love how dynamic my relationship with Yahshua is. Therefore, I have learned by now that I never really know what is coming next. This is a repeating pattern in my life.
For example, There was a season in my life, when my back was against the wall with no way out. I could not figure a way out, not even with my wildest imagination. I then proceeded to hear in my mind, “I will part the Red sea for you!” Excitement and hope surged through me! I couldn’t wait to see what Yah was going to do next.
Then it happened, nine months later He parted the sea within my situation and made a way for me where there was no way. Abba made the impossible became possible, as I witnessed life-giving miracles, healings, and blessings. This has been a continuing and beautiful pattern in my life demonstrating Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways.
Experiencing Abba’s Power

My walk of intimacy with Yahshua has been heartfelt and powerful. Throughout my journey, I continue discovering Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways. Sometimes I find myself in his loving arms for a slow dance; other times, we run for our lives together. Occasionally, we sit in the garden in a little breakfast like nook I built for Him and have tea while I tell Yahshua about my day. At other times, I am on the floor crying my eyes out while he gently catches my tears in a bottle. One thing is for sure: my amazing adventures with Abba never stop, and they are never ordinary.
My latest instructions remained, and I was to be alert and aware. Abba needed me to stay alert by taking notes on conversations, being mindful of how I spent my time, listening to the Holy Spirit, and reading scriptures as instructed. Walking in obedience simplified my life to hearing and obeying
We are the Clay, Not the Potter

I was reminded that we are merely the artwork. What painting can brag about its very existence? Can that painting say I am so beautiful because of what I have done? It surely cannot. Its design comes from outside of itself. It cannot, therefore, boast of how it appears.
We are all unique paintings, crafted by our creator, the great artist. Indeed, nothing about us was born of our abilities. Instead, Yahshua designed all that we are, what we can do, and how we look. Furthermore, our uniqueness and self-will are demonstrations of Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways. Therefore, we cannot brag or put ourselves down. Similarly, we should not compare ourselves with others. After all, we were all created with a unique purpose. Consequently, we should never insult our creator by complaining, nor should we allow ourselves to get puffed up with pride.
Listening is a Skill

We must first realize that we have intentional design. This realization brings a profound sense of peace and clarity, ultimately simplifying our lives. Next, we need to develop the skill of listening to the Holy Spirit. Indeed, Scripture tells us that His sheep know His voice and they follow Him. Moreover, it is clearly expressed in Scripture that as His children, we should always listen to and obey the leading of the Holy Spirit.
As we mature in our faith, we can develop the ability to listen for instructions moment by moment. For instance, one valuable principle is that without new instructions, when all is silent, we should continue following the last instruction until a new one is given. Through these experiences, I have learned to enact these patterns of behavior consistently. Therefore, this is why I strive to live my life this way.
Abba’s Powerful and Mysterious Ways Manifesting through Divine Interventions

Over the next four days, Abba brought new insights through many divinely led conversations. I gained fresh insight through these powerful interactions, what happens next is mind-blowing.
This mysterious thing happened with my Microsoft Word program. I often have a few files to the left in the auto-save section. I frequently instruct the program to keep them there until next time. This time, I felt compelled to “clean it up,” so I looked into it. Normally, I don’t have the time or the desire to bring each one of them up and “handle” them. These files had been in the auto-save section for eight months. Yikes, I couldn’t believe how time passed so quickly.
What I found in those files was remarkable, it was an article I had been working on and completely forgot about. Ironically, it was about the same topic that had been recently brought to my attention. I don’t remember who the conversation had been with which sparked my writing project. It was hard for me to believe how completely I had forgotten about it. While reading this article, I realized Abba wanted me to include this here.
Instructions and Obedience

Do you see how Father works with me? First, Father ensures that everything is carefully calculated. As a result, everything he instructs me to do has a purpose and proper timing. Here is an example: The Holy Spirit asked me to buy something I didn’t think I needed. Obediently, I bought it anyway. Years later, I found it when I desperately needed it and had no resources. Clearly, everything Father was doing was calculated and was benefiting me!
Just a couple of days ago, I wanted to work with some pictures. When I ordered them, I felt compelled to purchase a few of them in sizes larger than usual. This order consisted of 3 5x7s, one 8x10, and numerous 4x6 prints. I wanted to buy some picture frames for the wall, my funds were limited, and the Holy Spirit told me not to purchase and frames.
Upon arriving back home, I was led to look in my garage only to find picture frames for the exact picture sizes I had ordered. Do you see how Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways manifest in my life? Several years earlier, I was directed to pick these frames up at a thrift store inexpensively. Although I wondered why, I obeyed nonetheless. Later, I saw them and wondered why I was holding on to them with an underlying knowledge that I still needed them.
Purpose in Everything

Well, Father used them as a healthy therapy for me. It was fulfilling to look through the pictures of my loved ones and create a collage with them all in it. This helped me work through my emotions of grief and loss. I remembered all the good times I had this summer. Somehow, this experience helped me appreciate what Abba had given me, even though they were gone for this season.
I just want to remind you that this written work is an adventurous journey in and of itself. I usually don’t write like this, but I’m following my father’s instructions.. A perfect snippet of Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways working in my life. Just going with it is my act of obedience. What’s next? Will Abba instruct me to parachute out of an airplane to the ground? My relationship with Yahshua is dynamic and crazy like that!! Hehehe!!
The Forgotten Article

Now, back to the article I began in January of this year. My study was based on James 3:8. This scripture is about taming the tongue. I learned that while the Holy Spirit can tame the tongue, no man is truly capable of this. Here are the words that were given to me eight months ago. They have been waiting for distribution for long enough.
Have you ever set out to study scripture, only to find the one you are studying is a bit ordinary or extremely familiar? Well, that was me this evening!! My trite-like attitude about this is embarrassing.These verse seemed counterindicitave to the way Abba created me, ready and waiting for a new adventure with Him. Out of obedience I pressed on through what I called the mundane. I proceeded to open my heart and mind with an attitude that was ready to learn.
Much to my surprise, I was thrust into a surprising new adventure after all. I never have been let down whenever I obey the leading!!! I usually end up utterly mind-blown. This lesson I learned was quite multifaceted, here is why. First, I learned that you never know what lesson you will be taught, regardless of what, if any, preconceived notions you may have. Second, I learned that unexpected gifts and treasures are all over the place, just waiting to be discovered. Thirdly, I found the profound value of understanding the actual scripture, feeling enlightened and empowered.
Who Can Tame the Powerful and Mysterious Tongue

This experience was so profound to me, I feel compelled to share this with you. My prayer is that you would receive as many blessings from this study as I did.
James 3:8 NASB
8 But no one among mankind can tame the tongue; it is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.
At first glance, this scripture seems quite self-explanatory, doesn’t it? Well, just wait!! I was studying with a friend. This friend shared with me what the Holy Spirit revealed about this passage of scripture. Here it is.
This scripture indicates that we all struggle with our tongues. We encounter situations daily where we need to apply this verse. Consequently, negativity or darkness can easily seep into our lives and reality.
Powerful and Mysterious Words of Darkness

This verse illustrates the importance of being ready to embrace grace and forgiveness. It serves as a reminder that challenging situations will often arise in our everyday lives. This leads us to the question: how can we respond with grace and forgiveness? What does it look like to apply this concept in our daily lives?
First, I would like you to consider this statement. “What a man says defines him!” This is extraordinary in-depth wisdom. We need to be careful with the words that we use. I believe words have the power to bring life or death. Yahshua brought this world into existence by speaking it. What an amazing demonstration of Father’s (Abba’s) powerful and mysterious ways, which refers to the divine and often incomprehensible nature of God’s actions.
Consider now again how powerful words are. Now apply the construct to the statement “what a man says, defines him!” We have tremendous power with our words, and we must carefully choose these words as they will define us. Here is another demonstration of Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways.
Powerful and Mysterious Words of Life

Let’s start with a challenge. My challenge for you is to go forward from this day on, choosing to bring life everywhere you go. With this choice, your words will consume the dark curses uttered by those who do not have a controlled tongue. This self-control will not only bless you but also transform your environment.
Furthermore, we each possess the capacity for extraordinary power. The question is whether we will choose to develop this power. Personally, I’ve decided to embrace this power. For example, I had a vision of my life-giving words coming to life and swallowing up all the spoken curses and the darkness that surrounded them.
Moreover, this vision defined for me how the words of life that I speak impact others. Thereby, this understanding was burned into my essence, demanding that I maintain self-control at all times. Considering this newly found wisdom, let’s use this power to transform the world around us into a better place, where light reigns supreme.
Indeed, more light brings forth more understanding, and it’s this understanding that has the power to transform us, ultimately leading us to Father and His profound love. Don’t you yearn to experience Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways?
I continue to follow the instructions that have been given to me to write this article in the order that the words and concepts were revealed to me. This truly is a picture of how Father works in me and through me. You could experience Abba’s powerful and mysterious ways as well.
The Battle of Our Words

As a result of all that I have spoken upon already, all that has been swirling around in my spirit and soul, and all the new things popping into my head right now, I give you the assimilation of the above and seemingly all that my journey to Father has taught me thus far.
The following is the culmination of the past four days and beyond. So here it is. Are you feeling lonely? I don’t even mean completely without people around you, but I mean alone in essence. Like, do people know who you are at the soul level? Or is it more likely that they know your façade?
Is that a Mask I see?

I wonder how many people truly allow others to see their authentic selves. When individuals hide who they are, they’re essentially living in a self-created fairy tale. This lack of genuineness can have serious consequences. As a result, many people end up responding to and appreciating a version of “you” that isn’t real.
The problem here is that all the acceptance and accolades are for the façade, and therefore, you really can’t internalize the acceptance. This may fulfill you for a little while, but in time, your soul will begin to cry out as it feels isolated and alone. Consequently, you can only lie to others and yourself for a short period, then it will hit you where it hurts deep inside your soul.
As a result of this false persona, any connection that you think you have isn’t real. This false connection doesn’t inspire you to keep connecting at the superficial level, causing you to abandon the idea of a true and meaningful relationship as a possibility. Finally, this altered persona that you are broadcasting alters how you feel about others as well.
In summary, you sense deep down that you know you are not being honest about yourself, and you are likely to suspect that others are not being honest about themselves as well. This lack of honesty prevents you from really trusting anyone else, or anyone else trusting you. This brings about disillusionment about the whole social process.
How Do We Connect?

Now that we understand the reality many people face, we can discuss the consequences of living inauthentically. When we are not true to ourselves, even with those closest to us, we limit our ability to form genuine connections with others.
The problem is that Abba designed us for connection. Our soul house structure is fundamentally built around this need to connect with others on many different levels, and each of these connection types is powerful and demands caution.
Prayer offers one of the most profound ways to forge these bonds. When you pray regularly with another person, you build a deep spiritual connection with them. Physical intimacy creates an equally powerful bond, which is precisely why we are warned against promiscuous relationships. Physical connections can create dangerous liaisons with people to whom we may not want to be soul-bound. When these connections aren’t formed according to Father’s ways, they can cause more harm than good.”
Drop the Mysterious Facade!

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In this modern world, we are very desperate for connection. The facade of perfection we present to others, the curated images on social media, and the societal pressure to conform, I believe, are why it is so desolate and lonely for nearly everyone these days. This façade opens doors to our soul, allowing demonic entities to travel through. These pathways could be countless and become an opportunity for darkness to sneak in without you even realizing it. So here we are, desperate for a connection, but we are unwilling to be vulnerable and trust. Without trust, we can’t earn trust either. I mean, seriously, if there is a shortage of honesty, why would we trust?
For Abba’s Sake Be Real!

As a result, we are all feeling the lack of connection, a core human need, especially in this upside-down reality we live in. How do we bridge this gap and connect with others? How do we find the courage to be our true selves and stop hiding behind a façade?
We have become so afraid of being alone that we create a false world of being together. In this false world, we are not connecting with others; we are just existing in the same space, performing some of the same tasks or activities. Sociologists call this Parallel play. This lack of connection creates a void, making it impossible to express feelings and emotions.
Where did all the feelings go?

We were created to experience feelings and emotions. This ability to express our feelings and show emotions is a gift from our Creator. Ultimately, this capacity makes us human. A lack of feelings and emotions can lead to a society filled with individuals who struggle to form meaningful interpersonal connections.
Without these feelings, it becomes nearly impossible to make genuine, lasting connections or meet very basic human needs. Having been numb to our emotions for so long, we’ve lost the ability to process feelings—and consequently, we can no longer fulfill some of our most fundamental needs as human beings.
Then we add Father into the equation. Suddenly we’re expected to connect with what seems like an abstract concept—some distant deity. We’re supposed to figure out how to bond with God when we can’t even connect with a person we can look directly in the eyes, listen to with our ears, or touch with our own hands. If we struggle to form concrete connections with the people right in front of us, how can we possibly connect with an unseen God?
This is the paradox we face: a society that has become unable or unwilling to form meaningful connections with anyone—yet is still expected to somehow find its way to the divine.
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Are True Relationships Possible?

We are full of fear, anxiety, and mistrust. We question everything and everyone. This condition has been deliberately created by the horde of darkness.
When we are truly alone in society and devoid of feelings most of the time, we inevitably lack intimacy and the ability to be intimate. Relationships—whether with Father, another human being, or even a spouse—become nearly impossible. Without these relationships, we cannot function as healthy human beings. So now that we’re aware of our current condition, what is the solution?
For generations, people have examined this very question. Many have offered their ideas on how to avoid isolation and achieve wholeness in mind, body, and spirit. Yet the enemy has deceived people into believing they can become whole without Father. This deception is what keeps people from true wholeness.
We are Yahshua’s creation, with an inherent and intense need for intimacy with our Creator—like a deeply ingrained program. Without fulfilling this need, we will continue to wander, searching for something to fill that deep void.
The Human Condition

Here is an example: it is much like how neurotransmitters function, or for some of us, like a shape sorter. Just like a shape sorter, we have many needs, or holes that need to be filled. In particular, there is a hole in our being that only the shape of Father can fit into. This translates into a core need for the human psyche. As a result, humanity has been constantly trying to alleviate this emptiness, but without success.
These unsuccessful attempts are similar to people trying to fit a square peg into this ornate and uniquely shaped hole that extends through our heart, soul, and flesh. Furthermore, this square peg represents everything we as humans do to “self-fill” this divinely designed void that extends throughout our being. Unfortunately, this unsuccessful attempt results in unfulfillment and leads to spiritual illness. This illness begins within the spirit and cascades its effects down through the soul, finally manifesting in the flesh. Ultimately, within the depths of every human lies the need for healing and wholeness.
Made Whole Once Again

This healing can only begin when we finally allow Father to fill that unique space that extends throughout our being. Once filled, it creates an environment capable of forming, maintaining, and fostering meaningful relationships with others. Now we are fully capable of feeling all our emotions and experiencing genuine love and trust. This results in feelings of safety and purpose, which psychology defines as self-actualization. In other words, we become healthy within our spirit, soul, and flesh.
The realization of this process brings about transformation and renewal through Yahshua. Indeed, the broken places become filled and renewed in Him. This process resembles repairing broken pottery by painting the fractured edges with liquid gold. As the gold cools and hardens, it acts like beautiful glue that holds the pottery together. Moreover, this repair process creates a new, unique look for the once-broken vessel. Ultimately, our greatest goal is to become whole, complete, and fulfilled. The question remains: how do we accomplish this transformation?
Abba’s Powerful and Mysterious Ways Are Transforming

We must first develop an understanding of who Yahshua is. He is the creator of the whole universe and this earth domain (realm), as well as the creator of all dimensions and time. Furthermore, we must understand that He loves us and desires intimacy with us. Next, we must understand the human condition (which we discussed earlier). Once we acknowledge our needs and realize our only hope for fulfillment is through Yahshua, we are taking our first step towards true healing.
After this realization, we are now ready to receive the “Good News”—the gospel of Yashua Ha’Mashiac. This gospel explains what Yahshua did: He sacrificed His life to cover (atone) for our mistakes. However, the story doesn’t end with Yahshua’s death; rather, it continues as He conquered the grave, overcame death, and returned to life. This ultimate act of love satisfied the requirements of the ancient Torah. Indeed, Yashua successfully lived as the perfect human in our place. As a result of Yahshua paying the price for us (serving our sentence), we can now experience complete healing. Finally, we can now receive the “gold” to fill and repair all of our broken places.
The Romans Road

Next we need to ask Yahshua to save us, acknowledge with our own words what He did for us in complete humility. This prayer is explained best in Romans and is called the “Romans Road” As we embark to travel this new road the destination is wholeness. As a result of our newly found faith, we are once again capable of becoming a complete and whole vessel, as we were when we were first created. Furthermore, in our newly found state we can experience full trust and intimacy with our savior and lover!
It is not through any religious society or institution that freedom is found. Rather you are forming an intimate relationship with the creator of our known world. It is the beginning of a grand and adventurous journey.
Think on it like this, we were walking through a dark minefield, but now Yahshua has grabbled our hand and is leading us safely through. Abba’s guidance through this dark world gives us the opportunity to get to know Him intimately. Fathers intimate and complete knowledge of who we are brings us even closer to Him.
This intimate knowledge enables Father to speak to us where we are at, like a bridge to our current level of development. Presenting the opportunity for Him to speak our internal language. This language is unique and only understood by Father. With this understanding in mind, your friends may not always understand your unique experiences with Father. Consequently, others do not need to comprehend your relationship with Abba.. The design of each personal relationship is supposed to be unique.
Intimacy With Abba

This personal and unique relationship is remarkable, especially as you begin to realize how special your connection with Father truly is. We can compare our relationship with Abba to our fingerprints—each of us has a completely unique set that belongs to no one else. These fingerprints represent the perfect metaphor for our relationship with Father: totally unique, irreplaceable, and specially designed just for us.
One of Father’s many characteristics defines Him as creative and dynamic. This divine trait raises an important question: would He repeat a creation? The precedent suggests He does not. Following this line of thought helps us understand that the way Father walks with us, talks with us, and teaches us will be completely different from the way He relates to anyone else on earth.
This makes every relationship with Father unique and special, and I love this about Him. It’s not only fascinating, but it also makes sharing our experiences with others meaningful and enriching. Of course, wisdom tells us that not every aspect of our personal relationship is meant for sharing—some very intimate moments are meant to stay between us and Father alone. However, many experiences can legitimately be shared and celebrated with others.
Powerful and Mysterious Praise Reports

“This relationship with Father creates something transformative. We become a child of Yah, gaining an entire new family with countless siblings when we accept Yah as our savior. We are now part of an extraordinary family—part of something bigger and greater than ourselves. These shareable experiences, such as testimonies, praise reports, and prayer requests, can deeply encourage our spiritual family.
As family members, we are each given a specific role to fulfill. This divine assignment creates purpose for each of us, but it also means our family suffers when we neglect our responsibilities. Once we understand that we are part of a powerful family and that our actions affect everyone in it, our sense of importance and belonging transforms. This understanding helps us realize our God-given purpose for being here on earth.
Now that we have discovered our purpose and our place in this powerful family, we must turn inward and allow Yahshua to begin the healing process.
Brave Enough

Turning inward is an ominous task. This topic at hand is absolutely pertinent, but not necessarily desirable. This next bit of information I am about to share may be difficult. Since the beginning of time, we have had to face our innermost selves to delve deep into a meaningful relationship with our creator. Some of us however, believe we can cover up who we really are with a false persona.
This perfect and whole imagined self appears to satisfy us on the surface, making it appear as if no inward peering is necessary. This tragic thought process is deadly. First of all, we cannot deceive Father, as He is omniscient. Furthermore, no one who does this gets away with it! We must realize that every action we perform has a consequence. The choice is ours whether the consequence will benefit us and our family or harm us and our family.
Clearly the correct choice is to drop the persona and begin to look in the mirror. We understand that the only way to walk this road of intimacy is to be willing to sit down, first by pondering ourselves through evaluation and questions. This processing will help us to become familiar with ourselves. We have to look in the mirror and face who we are, the good, the bad, and all the despicable parts. Although difficult, we must face the dark part of ourselves.
Face the Darkness

NOBODY likes to do this. Once we face ourselves, we realize how much we need Yahshua. Upon acceptance of who we really are, we are ready for the next phase of this process can begin. This next step allows our spirit and soul to begin to be cleansed and purified. This process is designed to be faced alone with Father. Only He is capable to enlighten us with His truth and understanding. No one can help us or do this part for us.
Once we face our darkness and realize who we are, then growth and development can happen. In ancient times, this was regarded as the alchemy of the soul. During the 1600s, Sister Teresa of Avila considered it to be the developmental stages the soul goes through to attain true intimacy with Yahshua. Yahshua called it transformation and renewal.
However you choose to classify it or define it, it remains the same for all humanity. We must face the darkness inside of ourselves, by ourselves (with the help of the Holy Spirit), and then ask for help from Father to make all that darkness disappear allowing light to shine and to replace sinful areas with love.
Once this has happened, we can approach the front door of our soul house, open it and invite Yahshua in to do some house cleaning. Now that the door has been opened up the divine housekeeper can begin the cleansing process. As we are cleaned and put into order, we can begin to have more meaningful relationships here on Earth, and we can begin to understand what true peace, love, joy, etc is.
This transformation and renewal enables us to be filled by our creator, and share love with others. Lasting relationships are possible now.
Powerful and Mysterious Love

With this newfound capacity to maintain loving relationships, developing a relationship with a life partner becomes possible. Do you remember the gold that holds the broken vessel together? It is precisely this that enables marriage. Marriage unions cannot succeed when the participants haven’t been healed by Yahshua. Successful marriages aren’t about two halves making a whole—they occur when both partners are willing to be renewed and transformed by Yah’s daily presence. Transformation and renewal are lifelong processes, not one-time events.
This transformative process that unifies two unique people is like a river confluence. When two rivers flow together, neither loses itself—they combine to become one massive river flowing with greater power. This new river has transformed into a beautiful new creation.
When this union remains as designed, with continual growth in Yah, it becomes a powerful and mysterious force. When we allow the wisdom of Ruach Ha’Qodesh to rule this marriage, it continues to grow and mature, becoming more beautiful each day. As we have learned, a human being can only be whole when Yah has filled all the broken places with Himself—the gold glue. What a tremendous gift from Yah!
This union between two healed people terrifies the enemy, which I call darkness. This is exactly why darkness works so hard to destroy human relationships, especially marriages. The enemy accomplishes this by creating a fake, superficial world that leaves people continually searching for fulfillment.
Are you searching?

Are you searching to fill a void in your soul or spirit? To all of you trying to fill this massive void through your own strength, with your own thoughts or solutions—you will never find what you’re looking for unless you stop running from yourselves and look inward first. Then you must realize that you need Yahshua.
Abba’s Powerful and Mysterious Ways, Concluded.

This is why Father says to us, ‘Be still and know that I am God.’ So just stop—all of it—and face your darkness. Look up to the light for salvation and truth. You won’t regret it. Once you do this, you open yourself to a whole world of adventure and love. Suddenly, you find freedom from the chains that once bound you. Then you can begin exploring your entire soul and discovering all that is you, seeing with fresh eyes who God is to you.
Finally, you can embark on a journey to discover what it means to be intimate with your Creator in your unique style. Now you write your own life story—a fantastic adventure of tears and joy, culminating in sweet victory. This becomes the most extraordinary love story ever written, one that you inscribe on your heart as you journey along this amazing path we call life.”
©10/30/2021 Jenny Bisbee